Life and Love

Whew, what a night last night!

So Laura slept over, and it was pretty amazing. So my dad and I were fixing dinner and then when Laura got here we ate. I totally forgot that she ate meat. Wow, what kind of friend am I? *headdesk* But after that, we went downstairs and just talked about shit. And yelled at Matt because he's stupid. God, that kid is making me angry. I mean, seriously. Augh. I want to smack him. But enough about that. So we texted Bryant, too, and he didn't answer for like ever so we watched t.v. We were watching The Girls Next Door and it was quite funny, actually. I mean, it's a huge honor to be a Playmate, but it's also so stereotypical, so it's bittersweet. I dunno. But anyway, I ended up asking Bryant out, and he said yes! I was so happy! :] Tomorrow at school, I'm probably gonna be like mobbed by everybody. Oh, jeez. But I'm actually pretty excited to get back- but I'm more excited that it's like the last week of the quarter. And then I've got all new classes: Math, Science, Enriched History. It's gonna be great. (That was only being 1/2 sarcastic.)

Today kind of sucked... went to the dentist; nothing's bad with my teeth, but I just hate going. Ugh. But before we had to go, I did get to practice my guitar a bit, which was nice.

That's all for now, I guess.

Love,
Lauren. ♥

Escapar

So yesterday sucked, too. I guess it was just kind of a suckish week. *sigh*

Hopefully this week'll be better.

Today, I'm hoping to get together with Laura and have her sleep over. We haven't had a sleepover for so long, it's insane. She wants to play with my hair and makeup and stuff for Selgae's, and if all goes well, she'll get all day that day to make me beautiful. :3

I got to play my guitar a little bit this morning. I was suprised that I didn't totally suck again; I don't get nearly as much time as I want to to play, but I still remember how to play most of the things I've learned/taught myself. I'm gonna play more this year- I really want to get better at it while it's easier for me to learn and remember. But of course, band comes first.

Speaking of band, I'm anxious for Eagle Band tryouts, even though I think like everybody gets in. I mean, I don't want to be known as the only flute that sucks or whatever... I know that I'm pretty good, but I also know that I could totally screw it up. Playing in front of people (alone, or for chair placements or whatever) makes my stomach churn. Kind of like when Danielle had to leave and she left me to play her solo in Awakening Hills and I think that I kind of sucked. Laura said I did an amazing job, but I'm not so sure.

I'll put a new poem that I wrote up, too. It's called Touch Me, and it was inspired by Untouched by The Veronicas and Addicted by Saving Abel. Enjoy!

Love,
Lauren. ♥