If Everyone Cared

My God. I am probably one of the luckiest girls on the entire planet.

Seriously.

Okay. I'll start with zero hour.

So I get there and I find Ian, a friend of Laura's... and I'm like "I know you! You're Laura's friend- Ian, right?" and he's like "yeah" and I say "I'm Lauren. I'm a good friend of hers. I'm kind of a creeper, but that's okay." And he laughed and walked away. It was hilarious. But yeah. So Bryant, Laura, Andrea, Lucy, people, and I were all hanging out like we usually do, and it was great. Bryant & I were sitting close, and it was really nice to have him just be there. And then he held my hand and I was like ♥. He's such a great kid.

So my schedule was fucked up (yet again), and so I went to the wrong classes. :[ But today, I found out that Nathan's in my math (2nd hour), and so is Nina. God, I hate her. And apparently she's got this plan/idea- she wants to ruin my life. I actually laughed at this. I would like to see her try, and then I'd like to see how she fails epically. If she so much as looks at me tomorrow, I'ma cut her. XD Haha. She has no chance of ruining my life- I have my friends on my side. She's a gonner. But yeah. Social studies wasn't too bad, either, 'cause I have awesome people there, too. :] Lunch was... interesting. lol. Everyone decided that they wanted to sit on me today... and it was actually funny. Like Philip, Leah, and Joanne all sat on me (not at the same time, thank God!). But it's like, whenever I sit next to Bryant, it's just nice to have him there... and feel his body like against mine... it's so reassurring. *blush* But yeah. So then I had science, and I found out that Taylor, Philip & Bryant are all in my class! I was like 'DUDE'. :] It was awesome. And after we'd done our lab, I took Bryant's seat, so he sat next to me, and it was the first time I really looked into his eyes like that, and they're such a beautiful amber... I was almost speechless. Almost. ^.^ And when I was on the bus, Chase & I were sitting next to each other, and he was talking about how Bryant was gay, and I was like :[. I didn't think it was all that funny. Guh.

Laura might get her braces off!! I hope she does for her sake. I know that she's worried about Selgae's, but I also know that even if she can't get them off before then, she'll look drop-dead gorgeous. :]

OMG. I am now addicted to Dark Blue by Jack's Mannequin and Sadie Hawkins by Relient K. And I've fallen in love with Staind. ♥

I guess that's all for now... I should really do my homework... I have a shit ton of it... *sigh*

Love,
Lauren. ♥

P.S. When words become useless, just hold my hand.